29 août, 2008

Yeesh


So, the new school keeps adding on to my hours which, at first, was a very pleasant surprise. More teaching time with varied levels=more experience as well as a better salary. However, I really don't know how it's going to work out. I don't think it's actually possible. Plus, while I'm glad to be teaching from Petite Section through CE1(aka 5 levels aka 2.5 to 7 yr olds), the latest addition would be teaching 6th graders which does NOT dit me at all. I found the 5th graders to be already getting towards that middle school attitudey age towards the end of the year, so I can just imagine 6th graders. Plus, even more important than that, I don't really like teaching lots of grammar. Plus, plus, that's a HUGE responsibility to be in charge of their learning English...I don't know anything about the curriculum nor do I have experience. It's just so different fromn the little ones. Ay, ay, ay. On top of all of that, I wanted to keep my bro/sis tutoring students from last year which I wouldn't be able to do because I have to be at their school AT 16h30. I'm already not able to do my tutoring of the mom/son which I feel bad enough about, but I at least told her I didn't know for sure. I told the mom of the bro/sis kids that I could do it which I would have been able to still even after I got those 4 more hours on top of what I was originally told. Now with 8 hours it wouldn't even be possible.



Oh merde, I just realized, do college kids have school on Wednesdays? Or do they have half days? This is getting to be so complique! I have a committment starting in October and it's for classes at a university which would be something like 10-12 one week and 10-12 & 14-16h another week. I could, in theory, do 8h-9h on Wednesdays and then 13h30-16h30 on Fridays(of course the kids would have to be free then and I don't know when they have school til.) I don't even know how it works, though. I know there is someone else doing 3 hrs with them. So if 7 hours means 7 classes once per week, that would be fine. However, if it was 7 classes and twice a week, then the other teacher and I would have to share some of the same classes since I could only do 1 hour on Wednesdays and that's just not the best idea in the world. The school has a special program, so I can't really research it, unfortunately. So, I am slightly (and that's clearly a huuuuuge under exaggeration) flipping out. Because if I could fit it in and they can't find someone else, it's gonna mean I'll be working 9h-18h30 4 days of the week and 9h-16h30 the other day. Yes, there are breaks in there, so it's still under a 35 hr workweek, but still, teaching all that time is exhausting. I probably shouldn't complain as my American counterparts have to work many more hours than the French teachers, but still, 30 hrs of teaching is a lot for me. I really think I'm going to have to politely decline, it just seems like I'd be really sacrificing a lot of things for something I don't want to even do in the first place. But, I'm thinking they only offered it to me (someone new and only at the primary level) because no one else could do it.

I hate to cause problems before I even start, but I'm gonna have to let them know asap because the principal said I'd be starting next Friday! She also kinda didn't really give me a chance to say no by casually throwing in something along the lines of as long as ca me convient. I did say that I was still working at my old primary school, so I couldn't do it if that was at jeopardy, but that's only a few hours. I clearly didn't really think it through until after (hence this rant) and now I'm stressing. I just can't, though. I already have to prepare stuff for 5 levels at one school, 2 levels at the other(these kids are less advanced, so they'll be learning different things), 2 different fields of study at the university and then tutoring stuff for the bro/sis as well as possibly another sis/bro. Admittedly, the tutoring stuff is just a question of taking the time to go through my materials and copying a few things that I could use with them, so it takes little planning, but stillllll. I think I will try to email the girl who's doing the other 3 hours and get some info from her about Wednesdays and what time they start and finish school. Feels good to let this all out and I guess I should consider myself lucky I even have all these jobs to consider in the first place. I wish I could give some of these away!

5 commentaires:

shannon a dit…

I don't know if it's the same for all colleges, but the one next to the lycee where I work goes half days on Wednesdays.

And wow! It sure looks like you're going to be busy!

Andromeda a dit…

I did not understand very much other than things are crazy, so I feel for ya, but it's good to realize it's a lucky thing to be so crazy. And if you feel bad about saying non to people, try and think of the worst thing they could do/would happen, it's probably not that bad. So try not to stress too much! (but I know I would be too, so go ahead :-p)

au soleil levant a dit…

You've got insane amounts of jobs here! I agree with you about not wanting to take on the 6th graders, I think it's a good idea to not take that class. Those kids are little sh*ts. And it sounds like the family that you tutor is very important to you and that you would be unhappy to give them up. I'm so jealous that you get to work with maternelle! I love the little guys! You are so hot right now, everyone wants you to work for them!

Leah a dit…

S-Yeah, you're right and this one does just the morning I found out. And, yes, it does look like I'm gonna be busy, busy, busy!

A-I don't blame you for not understanding, I kinda just typed my face off and then pressed publish! You're right about saying no to people, but I guess I just am now thinking about my cds and how I am totally dependent on the school for that. So, I really want to try and help them out as much as possible which is understandable. Arg.

M-I bet you know what I'm talking about the CM2s, right? Yikes. The fam is important, I worked with the kids all last year and everyone (myself included) wants me to work with them again. I knew I wouldn't be able to do as many hrs as last year, but I was trying my darndest to work out 3 afternoons I could spend with them because that's what I promised the mom. Like I said, I should really consider myself lucky to have all these offers, but it's just a tad stressful!

LENORENEVERMORE a dit…

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